the night starts here.
July 26, 2012 | 2:32 PM
I'm glad I came to Macau. First night in, and I managed to talk to William over a good dinner, spend some time with Astoria and her friends, and talked to Calvin once I came back. I miss talking to Calvin, and I realise sometimes he just needs someone to talk to, to unload all the problems and stresses in his life, and maybe, just someone to laugh at his jokes and help him see things clearer. As I type it out it seems like a role a girlfriend plays, but of course with Calvin it is never that. I'm just glad I'm around in some capacity.
William thinks a lot, and I don't think he has gotten a lot of approval from that. I don't know what advice to give, of course, but just by being there I think it's enough. Astoria needed someone desperately to laugh and crap with her, and be hyper, and I think I could do that for her too. =)
And it's not like I haven't gotten anything in return. I gained companionship, and the knowledge that these people will be there for me when I need them. Thank you guys, for making the first night in Macau by myself so memorable.
Typing this at 430am in the morning after Dark Knight Rises at Galaxy, and coming back to see Calvin smoking by himself in the living room at 3am. Meeting ah Ford tomorrow, but somehow, I feel Ah Ford needs some prodding before he will really talk. We'll see.
velda.
